Tuesday, April 27, 2010

I miss you like crazy T.T


Guideposts in Life ^_^


1. Be kind to yourself.
2. Looking good is feeling good.
3. You are not out to please everybody.
4. Expect little, but do your best and dream big.
5. Smile a lot! It's healthy ^____________^
6. Laugh your heart out. Be silly once in a while.
7. Live light and keep it simple.
8. Failure is a good starting point.
9.You are blessed. Don't forget to say THANKS ^^
10. Have faith. GOD answers our prayers...

Dear Jagiya ^_^

I miss my Jagiya ^^
I miss the way you laugh...hahaha
I miss your voice..
I miss your face..
I miss the way you say I LOVE YOU JAGI^_*
I miss everything about you..
Jagiya,
Take care
Bogoshipda..Pali pali
Saranghaeyo~
That's our promise arasso? kkk ^_^
From: Little Princess ^^



Birthday Card from My Jagiya -- July 14,2009 (^_^)



Sunday, April 25, 2010

How Did you know ? ^_^

No words can express how much I love you ~~ ^^

^_____________*



내 눈엔...
너 만 보인다는말...
난...거짓말이라고 생각해...
내눈엔 많은 사람들이 보여..
그 치만..그 많은 사람들 중에서
" 너만을 찾게돼..."

In my eyes...
The saying that you're the only one I see...
That, I believe is a lie...
In my eyes, I see a lot of people...
But, throughout that group of people,
I only search for you.

Baby Star ^_^




Kyopta Baby Star ^_^

My Mom ^^ Half Korean/Japanese(jowk) >>>> pure Ilongga hahahaha..


Whew~~ inspired to write a new post :)
Yesterday,I found my mom's pix when she was 25 years old..wow~~ mOM really looks like a Korean..hehehe.
Napatanong tuloy ako sa sarili ko..bat di cya nagmana sa amin ng ate ko?hahahaha....
I remembered when I was a kid, mom told us that she was so active in their barangay.. She was once reigned as REYNA ELENA..char~~ c mader tlaga,,hahahaha..
Well, Im so lucky and blessed that she is my mother..
She is so caring, loving,bubbly,lovely and moody like me..hahaha..
I love my mom ^^


Proud daughter,,hehehehhee.. ^_^

Monday, April 19, 2010

My New Laptop ^^



weeh~~
I bought a new laptop yesterday.
It was given from someone special....
kk~~
Thank you for your kindness ^_^
Im so very happy! wohoo~~
wait... matagal na din akong di nka pag blog ah..
Cnxa na been busy for the past few daysssss..
Last week was so toxic..
:(
see yah soon guys..
Dinner time ^^

Saturday, April 10, 2010

To my crazy,wacky,moody,lovely,my bestfriend,my enemy,my pretty sister^^


Today is the day you were born and I still can't believe how long we've been together.^^
You are always at my side..kkk~~ Charrrrr..hahaha
You were born 3 years before I came out in this wonderful world and I don't have any idea that you will be my sister.
One of the most wonderful blessings that God gave to me is to have you as my sister.eiii~~
3 years older is not hindrance for us to share our uniqueness instead it makes us realize how wonderful we are with each other.. kkkk~~
Sharing our problems make us become closer.
We are bitter together..hahhahaa.I mean better together.. :p
You are my Bestfriend, my best enemy, my sister,my adviser,my beauty consultant,my stylist and everything...
Sometimes when I'm alone I asked myself "What if you weren't my sister? What if we didn't know each other like strangers in the dark?kkk~~
I'm so lucky to have you as my sis. Eventhough sometimes, I'm so tough with you and you are to me but I really care and love you.
Please be happy always my sis because I hate to see you crying.OK?
I thank you for the encouragement.
Thank you for being my strength when I'm disappointed,frustrated and broken hearted..Thank you is not enough ..
If there's a word more than that then I could say it that way.
Love you my sis and Happy Birthday ^^ weeh ~~

Ang aking Sabado ~~


whew.Today is Saturday~~ . ang aga kong nagising nagyon ah.. wala namang trabaho..
Nagising ako kasi ang lamig ng panahon..Summer ba? tanong ko sa sarili..
Pag gising ng pag gising ko tanong ko agad sa mama ko ano ba ulam ngayon?Gutom na gutom na ako.. Kagabi pa ako gutom actually..hehehe..Tinulog ko na lang ang gutom ko kaya ayun pag gising ko gutom na gutom na talaga ako..
Wow..sarap ng ulam.. Chicken Hotdog..Binili pa namin yun ni mama kahapon. :))
Pagkatopos kumain exercise agad.. Naglagay ako ng floorwax.. sarap ng pakiramdam..Paminsan-minsan mapawisan.. Pahinga muna Lunch na... Nood muna ako ng Showtime at Wowowee..Ui., may bagong mga hosts sa wowowee..Kanina sa Showtime nalungkot ako kasi nagvoluntary evictiction sya..Nung nanood na ako ng Wowowee di ko iniexpect cya pala ang isa sa magiging bagong hosts.... Im so happy everyday ko ng makikita idol ko.Idol ko talaga CARMEN SOO ~~ I like her..Napaka sweet at i like the way she speaks.She has a british accent.. gosh..nosebleed.hehehe..
OK, tama na ang pagiging coach potato ko..Back to work na naman ako..hehe..general cleaning mode na naman :) Exercise ulit.....Feeling ko kasi kulang ako sa exercise kaya todo exercise ko.General cleaning at yun pagkatopos tulog agad.. whew.. Kakapagod..Pero masaya kasi malinis ang buong bahay..
Opps, bukas na pala birthday ng sis ko..hehehehehe..
ano kaya plano ko sa kanya? ..hehehe..
Surprise !!

Friday, April 9, 2010

TIGILAN MO NA AKO ~~~~~~


Argggghh.Nabadtrip ako bigla..
Kakainis..
May tawag ng tawag kasi sa akin...
Di nya ba alam na may bf na ako.....
hay naku,,
Or ito na lng.. iniiwasan ko sya,.mANhid nya ha..
Di na nga ako nagrereply sa mga text nya, di ko sinasagot mga tawag nya.. As in..? Di mo gets yun..
Di ako suplada ha,....Nakukulitan lang ako sayo..
Nakakainis ka na.
Ai nku...
Kaya ayaw ko maxiadong pasweet eh..and being so nice.. Namimis interpret tuloy..Friendly lang ako OK? Di purket nice ako sayo LIKE kita.. Gets? grrrrrrr..
Nakakabad trip talaga,. To think kelan lang tayo nagkakilala..FC ka maxiado ....
Friends lang tayo..OK?
Opppps.. yaw ko na palang maging kaibigan ka..
Sorry to say that...
Magpapalit na ako ng number ko..............
Aigooo~~

Can't wait to see you~~~~ ^^


Argggh.. Araw2 na kitang namimiss.. :(
Nakakainis ka!! hehehe..
Sana magkita na ulit tayo..
Pali Pali Jagiya..We have lots of things to do..~~
Fishing, beach~~, eating out , chilling out, picture2x,movies,shopping together....etc..
haizt..So lots of plans na...
Nastress na ko sa kaiisip.. hehehehe..
Happy2x sana tayo always..OK?
I miss you Jagiya ~~
So boring without you.. :(
That's why I can't wait to see you ~~~
I really miss you ~~ ^^
Kiss kiss ^____* Hugz ~~

Thursday, April 8, 2010

And this is Our Love Story ♥♥♥



“Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning.”

I never thought that love comes in my life..I remember when I was young and I always think when and where can I find my Prince Charming? I searched for love unfortunately the more I searched for it, the more I feel disappointed. :(
Until one day, my prince charming came along in a very mysterious way.Love is indeed mysterious^^ .
Have you ever wondered where and when I met my Jagiya?kk~~
Everytime I recall the day we first met I can see myself smiling ^____^
Kakakilig..hehehe..Ako lang ang kinikilig..haha
He is a Korean.. Like what I've said before that if ever I have to get married, I want to have a Korean Husband,, ^^
It's also because of my Korean friends who are so nice and sweet with me..They are my inspiration ^^ To all my oppa, thank you sooooo much ^^ I will not name you all.. I know who you are.. ^^
I told myself that if ever I have to get married, I will marry a Korean ~~
My wish came true..And I found my guy :)
He is 38 years old, but he really looks younger than his age ^^
I met him it's all because of my sister..

Here's the beginning of our love story ~~

My sister is working with a Korean company and her boss is a Korean ^^
Yes, you heard it right.Her boss is a woman. ^^
One day, her boss asked my sister if she knew someone who is not yet married and she liked to introduce a Korean guy. At first her boss didn't mention that the guy she wanted to introduce is her brother in law. Sabi lang ng amo ng ate ko na she knows someone who wants to marry a Filipina..
My sister keeps thinking who is the girl she will introduce to her boss.. hmmm..Actually my sis was thinking that it's me whom she will introduce to her boss.But Im still a student that time so my sis ignored it.. Im so young pa daw..

Few months passed by, my sis' boss keep on asking about the girl because the guy really wants to have a girlfriend and wants to get married also. ^^
So, my sis thought about me again..Total graduate na ako that time, so she tried to tell her boss about me..But before that my sis asked permission first to me if Im interested.

When my sis and I were chatting .. ( I was in Bacolod that time having a Christmas vacation), she told me about it.. I told her AKO NALANG te, hehehe.. jowk. . Then my sis said, Oh.. sure ka? Sabi ko naman , sige try..haahahaha.. ano ito, parang nang aaply lang ng job?..hehehe..

So, my sis finally told her boss that she has a sister(and that's me ) .Her boss was so happy (Happy ka ba talaga boss?hahaha...because she really likes my sister..Sabi pa nga ng boss nya , if my sis is not married pwede cya na lang..hehehe..
Her boss asked for my pic and my sis sent her my pic.Her boss told my sis that her brother in law really wants to get married to a Filipina.. hmmm..why kaya?
After sending my pic to her boss... Her boss told my sis that I am ..I am Beautiful..hahaha..alangan edited ang pics..Thanks sa photoscape..hehehe..
The guy sent me email almost everyday and he keeps on telling me that he is so happy that I sent him my picture. ^^

So, after my vacation in Bacolod, we went home to my place and days after we chatted.. ^^
I was so starstruck .. at akoý nashock talaga..as in over over sa pagkashock..hahaha.. Ang gwapo nya!... hehehe..Yung pinadala nila na pic sa akin ibang-iba sa cam.. He is a bit chubby in the pic though I can tell that in his pic that he's really handsome.. but when I saw him on webcam..wow~~ he is really handsome..He doesn't look like a Korean.He looks like more of a Japanese ^^ My sis boss told me that they told the guy to lose his weight.So the guy was very inspired to lose his weight.Everynight jogging ang guy..hehehe.. Inspired ata ,,hmm.

I did enjoy our first chatting eventhough he can only speak little English but I can say he's trying his best to learn the language..

My love life is never been perfect before the day I met him ~~^^

Days ,months after he told me that he really wants to marry me..~~
I was so shocked but I didn't believe it.. I told myself.Halaka paano na mga oppa ko?haha. Actually, madami akong kakilalang koreano pero sa 3 years naming kachatmate ni isa sa kanila wala talagang nagsabi sa akin na Sarang hae.... .. They are all good but ito talaga ang bumihag ng aking puso..hehehehe.. Si Jagiya ~~ ^^

We decided to get married last year 2009 but due to some circumstances it was postponed.. :(

Honestly, everytime I can't see his face, I miss him a lot.Siya yung oppa ko na nakakamiss pag di nagpaparamdam ng ilang araw o buwan.. Kahit di cya masyadong marunong mag english, masaya ako kapag kausap ko siya :)

I can tell that he is the right guy for me ^^
Everytime we talk he didn't forget to tell me how much he loves me ^^ (♥_♥)
Sa kanya ko lang nakita ang sincerity at masasabi ko na masayang masaya talaga ako sa kanya. ^^ I can feel it that he really loves me more than I love him ^^
He really makes me feel happy and everytime I think of him I can say He's really the one..
I thank God because I found him. Im very lucky that God allow me to meet him in my life. ^^
I hope our wedding will not be postponed again this year., fingers crossed...
I really want to be with him forever~~
I hope and pray that he's the answer of all my prayers .. :)

Jagiya young won hee sarang haeyo ♥♥♥
I'm so inlove with you ^^

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Masaya ako kasi kasama kita ^^




Mula naang kita'y makita
lagi na lang ikaw ang nasa isipan ko
Hindi lubos maisip ba't nagkaganito
ang damdamin ko sa'yo
Dalangin sa AMA na ikaw na nga sana
ang taong sa aking magbibigay ng tunay na ligaya. ^^
Sana malaman mo na ika'y aking mahal at damdamin ko sayo'y di magbabago kailanman.
Mahal na mahal kita aking asawa ^^

L-O-V-E ♥♥♥


Love?Do we really really know the 4 letter L-O-V-E?
People around the world wants to experience love and to be loved.
They find the true happiness to someone they truly love.
Through love, they express what they really feel.Some said, "Love is in the air"..
But what's the real meaning of love? Well, as for me, Love is an intense feeling and it really conquers all.It's a matter of choice but perhaps it's a destiny.
We learn to sacrifice a lot of things because of love.
When we fell in love, we always find ourselves smiling and always happy ^^
But love is not always like that.We also experience being hurt.
But even if it's hurting too much, still we want to fell in love again.
Because of love,we learn to accept the person for what he has and what he doesn't have.
We learn to accept his imperfections and difficulties.We learn a lot of things in loving someone.
Even sometimes our sweet memories turns bitter, always learn to thank God for having an experience on how to love someone. ^^
I believe that love, whether it gives us happiness or sometimes heartache it makes us a better person. ^^

My True to life Love Story -- Koreanovela ~~ ^^ ♥♥♥

I like to travel into my imagination and discover new things..
While I was traveling, I discover LOVE ~~ ♥♥♥
And this thing happens to reality.......It turns to reality....
I remember when I had my first boyfriend.I was so inlove with him.
Before we knew each other,I secretly admired him . ^^
I didn't expect that he became my boyfriend....My first love ^_^ He is 5 years older than me.
I was 17 then.young,pretty and innocent...hahaha....:p
Kidding aside,He was my first boyfriend.^^
My love for him was so warm.I even write him letter.. rather letters a day?hahaha.. tinimbakan ko cya ng mga sulat.He really likes to receive letters sabi nya,so I sent him letters almost everyday..haha..adik!!
Just to tell him a lot of stories happen in my day to day life.Frustrated writer kasi ako eh, so parang cya ang nabalingan ko ng sama ng loob.hehehe.jowk..
Sometimes, I'm the one calling him just to check if he's fine.( o,diba,di lang ako writer, parang stalker pa dating ko hahaha).Pero di ako obsessive sa kanya ha..Hindi talaga.. promise..hehehe..
That's how I really loved him.I enjoyed his company.Everytime when we were together I can see my self smiling.)opps,di ako baliw ha?, inlove lang ako nung time na yun :))
When I'm with him my days were so special ^^
Pero sa kabila ng aking kaligayahan.May mga tao na pala akong nasasaktan :(
I experienced arguments with my sister because of him. My family didn't like our relationship.
They want us to remain friends and not lovers.I don't know why they don't like him.. But it's so difficult to me to let him go.I accept all his difficulties because I love him.
Until one day, my fear of letting him go happened. We broke up.I really miss when we're together .But then later on, I realized that we're not meant for each other.He's the one who didn't fight our love.Then I discovered that he didn't loved me anymore. :(
He lied at me.I thought he really loved me but it's all a lie.My days were so dark but I said to myself that "There's GOD" I hope and pray that my feelings for him will be gone soon. That's life.We learned to experience things happened in our lives.We must face the reality. But despite of what happened it made me become a strong and better person and even wiser when in comes in making decisions.So I thank God He introduced me to him. :)
DAYS,MONTHS,YEARS passed by, I was afraid to love again.I lost my trust to any guys..
I focused myself into my studies and I tried to find myself again.
After all what happened , I looked for love... I did had found my 2nd-10 months,my 3rd-3 months , 4th boyfriend -8 months... ýet still even if I love them, I can say that I'm not totally happy with them.. I still feel empty.. I told myself when will be my right guy come? Sometimes I feel guilty because I hurt their feelings. Madali akong magsawa.... Sometimes I'm so inlove with them, after how many months or even days wala na agad akong nararamdaman sa kanila.. :( Sad but this is really what I felt for them..So, I ended our relationships coz I don't want to be unfair to them and to myself.I know that they really love me..so much ~~ ....But then, I decided being single.

Until one day, I discovered skype...I met some Korean guys there and they became my friends.I can compare Korean guys to Filipino guys.Honestly, at first I don't like Koreans..Naremember ko kasi noon na there are lots of rumors about Koreans..kasi gnito daw,ganun.blah blah blah...Until, one of my Korean friends visited me here in my place after his military duty.He also attended my graduation.I was so happy that time.. I told myself that I really want to marry a Korean someday. ^^ But hindi naging kami nun.Friends lang talaga ang tingin namin sa isa't isa..I mean.. Siya lang..hahaha.. Oo inaamin ko na gusto ko cya pero hindi kami click sa isa't isa.Alam nyo ba yung Chemistry? Yup.Wala kaming Chemistry..as in.wala talaga.Physics lang.bwahaha.. . But still I'm so happy I met him before he went to Australia that time...Masasabi ko naman na mabuting tao cya at very romantic.. Yun ang nagustuhan ko sa mga Koreano.. Very Romantic..I thought cya na pro before he went back to Korea he told me that he's not the right guy for me.. ^^ Ouch! Bat nya kaya nasabi yun? I never told him about what I feel about him....Magaling yata akong magtago nga aking nararamdaman hehehe ^^ but I accept the fact na di talaga pwedeng maging kami..But Until now,it remains a mystery for me why he said that.. Does he like me? Or not? Sometimes he even calls me kahit nung nasa Australia na cya... haist.. Pero di na ako aasa pa.. Nakamove on na ako sa kanya.. ^^ tapos..

Another Korean guy na naman na namet ko. When we were having a vacation in Bacolod.One of my Korean chatmates told me that he will go to Bacolod also to study English there. Wow~~ Great Chance , dba?Happy na naman ako kasi makikita ko na naman ang pinakauna kong nakachat na Korean.. yes, he is my first Korean oppa nachatmate^_^
I remembered the day when we first metin person..SM Bacolod pa kami nagkita nun.Harap ng Watson bandang alas singko ng hapon hehehe..Parang magkakilala na talaga kami.Di kami ilang sa isa't isa..^^ I'm so happy when I am with him........ He is also romantic kagaya nung unang nameet ko na Koreano.They really served you when you eat and they will carry your bag..so sweet. ^^One of the most unforgettable moments when we're together was the time went to Mambukal.. I did enjoy my vacation in Bacolod because of him.. Pero kagaya ng dati, friends din kami.. Haizt.. Pero hindi nya ako sinabihan ng Im not the right guy. hehehe.. Nagpaparamdam lang cya..Koreans tend to hide what they really feel.. I have friends who knows Korean.She told me na ganyan talaga ugali nila.You don't have a clue kung kayo na ba or what? MU lang ba or couple na kayo?.. But you can feel that they really care for you and sometimes they feel jealous also... So, I told myself na I will no longer entertain Koreans anymore. (talaga?) hmm.tingnan natin..

Sakit lang sa puso bigay nila sa akin. At sabi ko din sa sarili ko yaw ko ng umasa sa kanila.. but even if they are like that I really miss them. And that's the saddest part..I can't even hate them even if they hurt me.. But we remain friends of course and they still don't know that I once like them ^^ Umiba ang takbo ng buhay ko after I met Koreans.. Malaki ang naging impact nila sa pagkatao ko.I don't know.Because of what happened I still want to marry a Korean. Iba talaga sila.
Sigh.. oppps, Not yet done.. Kala nyo cya ng huling Koreano na nameet ko.hahahaha.. Di pa..May isa pa.. I met this guy few years ago in skype. He is in Australia that time.I thought he is an Australian but I found out na Korean din pala cya..Naku po! Korean na naman.. Destiny ko bang mga Koreano? hahaha.That time, ayoko na talaga ng mga Koreano kasi baka masaktan na naman ako.. :( During those times, he is planning to go to Manila and study there. So chat kami minsan,, Until he went to Phil.But we didn't met that time coz he stayed in Manila.. far from my place... Sometimes he texted me.. Until such time we lost communication for about 2 years. Nung minsan nagonline ako sa skype, he chatted me.After 2 long years of no communication, we met in Skype again. He asked me if I still remember him and I said of course....That time he is working in Manila for almost 2 years na din pala.Ang bilis ng panahon I remember I'm still a student when I first met him in skype... He told me he has a girlfriend na.Filipina gf.So, I said to him I was so happy about that.But he said that his girlfriend no longer contacted him for how many months. Her girlfriend's father died so she went home to her province.So, I explained to him na baka wala lang signal dun.kasi nasa kabukiran talaga ang lugar na yun.. ..What I remember the girl lives somewhere in North Luzon.

After our discussion about his gf.He asked me something about my place.He told me that he really wanted to come to my place and met me..I was so excited to see him because he is also my long time chatmate. I'm so curious what he looks like....After 2 weeks of continuous chatting during that time, he decided to meet me on weekends.. After his work..Friday night was his flight.. I picked him up at the airport together with my sis.. We ate dinner in the restaurant and he stayed in our house.. He only stayed 2 nights and 2 days.Sunday night he returned to Manila because he has to work on Monday.. He can't be absent in his work. I enjoy being with him. hahaha..enjoy nga naman ksama mga Koreano..Kain dito,gimik doon, beach and presents..hehe....
He is really good in English,wow..nosebleed parts.. hahaha.. He has a good accent.. ^^ Of course, because he is an English Instructor in Korea. ^^ ayeeeeeiiii..
Everything went well.. He bought me some presents before he came back to Manila.. I suddenly felt something.Pakiramdam ko gusto ko na cya.halaka .hahahhaa.. .Pro mali eh, kasi he has a gf..... I remembered one time I asked him..Oppa, when is the most memorable day in your life? He answered .You know what ...lots of bad things happened in my life,Cha..But I can say this is the most memorable day in my life..charrrrr~~ but I can feel the sincerity naman..Kilig din daw ako ng konti.Konti lng.. hahaha...pro di ako nagpahalata ha?patay tayo dyan.heheehe.
Una ko palang cyang nakita I can see in his eyes na may dala-dala cyang burden sa kalooban nya.. I can feel that when we were together that's the time I can see him smiling. I was so happy when I saw him smiling.Sometimes I teased him just to see his smile :).. At ito na naman ang pinakahate ko..Sunday night..Time for him to say goodbye.Uuwi na cya sa Manila.T.T. We fetched him in the airport. .. He told me that he was so happy that he met me and so did I... Monday morning he texted me.. He told me that his gf finally arrived from her province.. He told her gf that he went to my place to meet me.. Her gf was so jealous that time. So, I decided not to ruin their relationship.But he is the one texting me and chatting me.. He told me that he likes me more than I like him..hmm. aba! isip ko bat naman nya nsabi yun na like ko cya? hahaaha.. aigoooo. ... kala nya talaga gusto ko cya.. pro ung totoo nagustuhan ko naman din cya...hehehe.Denial stage lang ako nung time na yun... I didn't reply in his text messages.He even told me that he will come back when everything is OK.. Ang totoo gusto na nyang hiwalayan gf nya kaso I still don't know why he is still with her if he is always telling me that he likes me.Ang dami daw nilang naging problema but he is still confused he didn't know what to do and how to do.. He even told me that he didn't know what love really is.He will go and find it.And if he find it he will come back to me.naks..ano to..Korean Drama? hahaaha
So I made a decision not to contact him anymore.I told him that don't bother my life and don't even text me or chat me anymore.Please delete me in your contacts.I told him..
It really hurts me so much because I know that we like each other but there's a big wall that hinders the two of us.It made me think that we are really not meant to each other. I am not so lucky when in terms of relationship, I conclude to myself. So, I decided to give up.I focus on myself now because I think life is so unfair to me.. I searched and looked for love for a long time but I still failed.Sometimes I don't know what is love.How it feels like....

Until one day, God answered my prayers.I met a person that truly touches my heart ♥♥♥
I thought that it was just a fling but Im wrong.. I fell in love to him UNEXPECTEDLY ^^
This occurs to me that God sent him to me.. ^^
I thought that I discover love already in my first boyfriend but it was just a puppy love ^^
I didn't expect that LOVE rather TRUE LOVE comes in my way mysteriously^^
That's why Im so happy to be with God and I thank HIM that God gave him to me ^^
I found my true happiness that was lost long time ago ^^
Now that we're getting married i hope that our love will be always and forever ~~ ^^
I love you My Yeoboya ~~ ^^



I have lots of realizations in my life after things happened..
I realized that we don't need to find love kusa na lang itong lalapit sa atin sa takdang panahon sabi pa ni Big brother.hehe..
I also realized that sometimes we need to be hurt in order to value what love really is.
Love is sacrifice..It's not always happy ending sometimes we need to learn to love our self first and if we are ready to love again we give the best in everything.
Learning to let go,move on and respect to ourselves are some of my realizations in life.
I hope this can be an inspiration to all of us reading my posts.
Whether you are broken hearted, inlove or still searching for love. Let us not forget to say Thank you to our God because everything happens for a reason^^



guys, i'll be posting my blog about my man soon ~~
weeeh.
Love .love.love ~~

Monday, April 5, 2010

Thanks to you my Parents ^^

When God brought me in this world I don't know what my life would it be. Until you LOVE AND CARE me..
As I grow older, I realized that your love becomes deeper even if you often tell us how you much you love the three of us we feel it.
I'm happy that God gave you to me and I'm one of the luckiest daughters in this world.^^
I don't know how to pay all the kindness,sacrifices,care,love,patience that you've shown to us.I hope you knew how grateful I am since you've become my parents. ^^

Is Letting go really LOVE?

Setting free.Is it love?
Different people have different opinions in life especially if it's all about love ~~^^
Well, as for me, setting free depends on the situation.
If both of you still love each other, you don't have to let go of that person.Instead you have to fight for your love.
If you really find your true love and happiness with that person so must not set him free.. You have to do anything in order to save your relationship.
You exert more effort just to let him know how much you really love that person.
On the contrary, if you think that the person finds happiness with someone else then that's the time you have to set this person free.
If you really love him/her, you'll be happy for that person if you know how happy he/she is in her life with that someone..
But even if very hard to let go for the person you really love, you must learn to move on.. ^^

Your lovely Smile ^_______^

Whenever I'm alone I always think of your smiling face.^^
Your smile makes my day complete.
And because of it, you bring the happiness and fills the emptiness in me.
Your smile is so true that's why I'm not feeling blue ..
Everytime you smile at me,
All my problems vanish away~~
Please stay happy and always smiling ^________^
I want it that way ~~ ^^

I Finally Found Someone ^___*

I don't know when this feeling of emptiness ended until I finally found someone like you ~~ ^^
Someone who brings back the joy and happiness in my life that I really miss so much.
I thought that this feeling is just a fling in order to forget him but you change my life so much.
I never thought that I may not forget you but suddenly an intense feeling was over me and that was Love ^^
I thank God for knowing someone like you that I thought I will never met you in this life.
I hope and pray that you'd stay with me forever coz I'll miss you if you'll go away.~~